but sometimes it feels like other people have this secret...it's as if they know what's to come of my life. what i should do next. what the right next step is.
i know these "other people with all the answers" don't exist.
but sometimes i wonder if i like to believe that story because it justifies mining for my truth from others. then i don't have to take responsibility for my choices. rather, i get to put the blame on someone else if things go wrong. but the only thing that would be wrong in seeking my path from others is exactly that.
my journey was entrusted to me alone. it's the only life i can live.