not completely lost, but deep in the woods, trying to make my way out into the sunshine.
these past couple months have been full of rich life content. a trip to chicago to visit beloved friends, another trip to san diego to be with family and celebrate sage's 5th birthday, a barn party with live music + good friends + beer, a 50-mile bike ride up to the marin headlands (that left me sunburned and miserable!), fun and challenging projects at work, stealth shooting a surprise engagement, etc etc. it's all delicious...but i recognize i've been moving at an unsustainable pace and i am playing along a sharp edge.
i find myself constantly tired, my mind wandering off about what i need to do and where i wish i were and trying to be present.
i keep imagining how nice it would be to hike under those giant redwoods in the santa cruz mountains, where i have often found solace.
i long for quiet and stillness in my heart, so that i can return to that place of bounty and creativity.
soon & soon again.